Saturday, March 27, 2010

Insanely Serene


Tired, confused, alone
Vacuum inside my soul
I'm honest, I've always been
I'll never be in your control

I beg not for approval
Of skin, of bones, of blood
A foreign fear inside
Of slipping away unheard

I try, I cry, I die
The tears, the sky, the night
A dark, abandoned cave
Rotting to survive

Enough, the spirit hurts
She's caged, its been a while...

...The wind against my face
The light of being alive.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

So close! So far!




They were never strangers
To each other. Even though
They had never met,
They had never talked
He'd been through a lonesome road
And he had suffered enough
He had fought the world
And the devils inside his soul
The walls had been closing in
He was suffocated by the noise
He was tired, way too tired
But he would die to hear Her voice
And there She was finally
In the white robe he had sent
She was an angel, so beautiful
Arms outstretched She came

But in a flash everything changed
Her bosom was all so red
She came and fell into his arms
Trying to utter his name
The bullet that hadnt touched him
She took it for Her "love"
And the voice he fought to hear
Would always remain unheard

Friday, March 19, 2010

Surveyphobia


A plague has come upon XLRI. And it has its roots in new 'in' thing: 'status' messages. There was a good old time when I looked forward to the hyperlinks in them. It was our desi version of StumbleUpon. Anyone who discovered anything interesting over the web shared it with his e-circle of friends.

But this plague is different. Its called "Survey".

From carbonated drinks to smoking habits, from product placements to IPL and from a new car to a new home, every XLer has been bombarded with questions, the answers to which he has none. The questions are masterpieces in themselves. The best one I came across was"
  • "During the past one month, how long(in minutes) have you usually taken to fall asleep at night?"
ROFL! I would lend my kidney to the person who could possibly answer this. Do notice the couple of words in brackets. "In minutes". Count baby, count.

And the seven-point scales. Phew!

Every morning I open my eyes, I ask myself:
  • "I dont want to wake up."
Staunchly agree/strongly agree/a lil less strongly agree/moderately agree/weakly agree/slightly agree/neutral

If this continues, there would be a time when an XLer would propose to the girl of his dreams in the following fashion:
  • "Rate on a scale of 1 to 7(7 being Strongly Agree). Would you marry me?"
The "surveyors" are leaving no stones unturned to make the survey reach even their mausi-ki-bua-ke-devar-ki-maami-ke-bhatije-ki-beti. Some surveys are even disguised in 'tinyurl's.

Yours truly has also joined the bandwagon. But this one's different. This one is not for market research. This one is for my blog! :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Kill Me

If you're the one with the trident
Kill me 'coz i wear a cap
I don't believe in your gods of stone
I have no saffron flag
Your folks were killed in front of your eyes
Their screams were all you heard
Forget the times when I touched their feet
Kill me 'coz I grow a beard

If you're the one in the Pathan suit
Kill me 'coz I have none
I dont chant prayers on a microphone
I don't fast for a month
A pervert raped your pregnant wife
And shot her in the head
Forget the Rakhi she tied on my hand
Kill me for my sacred thread

Kill me, brother, for I have sinned
Kill me 'coz my sin is great
Kill me because it was my choice
To be born in a different faith

Kill me 'coz you are only a man
And its human to be driven mad
To pay heed to the sensible mob
To follow...to be misled...

In memory of Late John Lennon
"You may say I'm a dreamer. But I'm not the only one."

Monday, March 15, 2010

Mr. Shit

Claimer: Some might think that this post is based less on logic than on bias. It's true. 200%.

The hoopla started with DLF IPL Season 1. If someone could bring filthy rich glamor to IPL of this dimension, it had to be Shit-Rukh-Khan, henceforth referred to as Mr. Shit. He was the best thing that ever happened to Mr. Lalit Modi, whose wet dreams got a dream climax with Mr. Shit. Along with a few budding fashion models cum part-time cricketers, the guy went on Dandi-Yatra-ish ramp walks in a golden sling designed by some Malhotra guy. Preity Zinta, Shilpa Shetty (IPL2), Katrina Kaif and Akshay Kumar could only dream of this hype. After all, Mr. Shit has been doing this for ages.

He is a superstar in the true sense of the word. The guy hams and stammers and looks like a cross between an Al Pacino body double and Pinocchio. But he exemplifies what an awesome network of 'friends' and 'well-wishers' at respectable production offices and media houses can do to a wannabe. Add to that 'special friendships' with KJo and Arindam Chowdhary (both deserving assholes in their own right, pun intended as hell), he's set to rule the hearts of all the oh-i-am-a-girl-i-have-to-like-him-no babes out there. He's the grand daddy of social networking in India; Facebook and LinkedIn can take a leak!
The controversy-loving, publicity-begging, one's-own-trumpet-blowing (no pun intended, i wish!) idiot used all the business sense in the IPL, compromising on the much more needed sense: of cricketing. His team, KKR, was the first to break even, thanks to shitloads of merchandise guzzled in the first year. It started off its campaign with a bang with the McCullum knock I'll never forget in my life. And thud! That was it! Mr. Shit generated controversies on-and-off-the-field and his team kept on biting dust. And when things seemed to slow down a bit, there was the corny-yet-ever-effective formula to gain headlines again: the owner-captain spat.

Then came IPL2.0. John Buchanan was the new wand of publicity. The team that finished sixth among eight promised the Kolkatans of some magical turnaround. The team of eleven had some eight captains, six managers, twelve hairdressers and seven PR guys among them, thanks to the theory of Mr. Jo Buch. Merchandise was still flying off the shelf. Mr. Shit was still raking in the moolah. But alas! the histrionics did not pay off on the field. The team finished eighth among eight!!! And with it ended the purple patch in business. The black-and-gold t-shirts became more stigmatised than HIV. And dhandha became mandaa!

IPL 3.0 started with a tinge of sense and sanity. The hype was put to rest and cricket became he top priority. Who knows if the team starts winning again, the business can see a turnaround! And the buggers have won two matches as well! Lets see if one of the most unpopular teams of all time is able to win some respect this time.

MangoMan's discovery # 1239

KKR is an anagram of KRK! That says it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the blasphemous uninitiated ignorants who have no clue about KRK, this is for you.

Link1 Link2 Link3 Link4

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Kartey Nahi Hum



Ho chali hai aadat zeher peene ki ab
Dil chhota yuhi kartey nahi hum

Dhuan hai, nasha hai ya deewangi hai
Ye soch aahein bhartey nahi hum

Lagti hai thokar jab raastey mein
Ashqon ko zaaya kartey nahi hum

Raha hoga shayad fasana koi sa
Nafrat ke sholon mein jaltey nahi hum

Peshani pe harf godey khuda ne
Mukammal jahan chaaha kartey nahi hum

Par ye bhi sach hai gaye hain wo jabse
Jeetey nahi hum, martey nahi hum



Ashq- tears; zaaya- waste; fasana- story; peshani- forehead; harf- words; godey- engraved; Mukammal- complete

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Randumb Snippets

I never wear bright colours. Gurdit says that I wear colours resembling a 'dead lizard'. Can somebody explain to me what-in-the-name-of-that-lizard's-arse does it mean? And why does it have to be dead?

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These are some of the masterstrokes by the genius professors we have out here at XLRI:
  • "You would have looked very smart if you hadn't brought your face."
  • "When rape is inevitable, its wise to enjoy it."
  • "Boss, I can tell you at least maximum(!!!!????) would have done it wrong."
  • "Saari Raamayan khatam ho gayi aur tum poochh rahe ho Seeta kiska Baap!"
  • "You wretched-face creatures with no sense of dressing and walk in sleep..."
  • "The only thing you have learnt in XLRI is how to stand still after a bottle of whiskey."
  • "Can you please come down from the House of Lords (last benches, slightly elevated as you go back every level) and sit in the House of Commons (the front benches)?
  • "(The graph is) pressed from the top and getting big from the bottom...
  • "...but, a very big but..." [if you don't get this last one, Think JLO, think Malaika, think Nicole]
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Sometimes I think what do the toppers(read: ghissus) get after burning midnight oil (it's a phrase!), slogging till their butt swells up, and giving up on the obvious delicacies of life! Even if they get an 'A' , their CQPI (cumulative grade) comes down! Poor souls! Their life can best be compared to the disclaimers on sleeping pills: "May not cause drowsiness"!! (link)

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I got this sms a couple of minutes back. "Characteristics of VKG- finds smsing her taxing but blogs every moment. has nothing to talk about to her but adds a new topic to his blog daily. Finds walking with her taxing but goes to jubilee park with friends every week. Listens to everyone's complaints but not her. Will do every other work when with her but when alone, he either does "kuch nahi" or watches movies. Will give advice to everyone but not her."

Poor her! Or, poor me? :P

Monday, March 08, 2010

Kasoor


Aaj phir se aayi hai sharam, Aaj phir se darr lagaa hai
Aaj phir hum hain akeley, Aakhir hamara kasoor kya tha?

Aaj phir chuppi hai chhayi, Aaj phir aandhi hai aayi
Aaj phir se hai andhera, Aakhir hamara kasoor kya tha?

Aaj phir thukraye gaye hain, Aaj phir dhokha hua hai
Aaj phir jhaanka hai khud mein, Aakhir hamara kasoor kya tha?

Aaj phir kashma-kash hai wahi, Aaj phir dil hai ye roya
Aaj phir 'Gumnaam' hain hum, Aakhir hamara kasoor kya tha?

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I'm not sure if the following lines can do justice to the lines above, but an english translation follows for the Hindi-impaired friends :)

Yet again I am ashamed, Yet again I am afraid
Yet again I am alone, Where the heck did I go wrong?
Yet again there's a silence, Yet again its all too dark
Yet again I'm stuck in (a) storm, Where the heck did I go wrong?
Yet again I've been rejected, Yet again its been a betrayal
Yet again I peek into my soul, Where the heck did I go wrong?
Yet again the dilemma has crept, Yet again the heart has wept
Yet again I am so lost, Where the heck did I go wrong?

Thursday, March 04, 2010

Claimer!!!!!

Disclaimer to this claimer: Do not proceed if you find words of wisdom like "fuck", "screw", "damn", "butt", or "ass" offending/fucking/screwing your damn butt/ass. Also, keep all the potentially dangerous equipment away: you might want to kill yourself after reading this.

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Any resemblance to anyone living, sleeping, fucking, inebriated or dead is purely intentional. If the content seems to malign any club, organization, company, or individual, it is meant to be so. Get a friggin' self esteem and be offended. Go sue/screw me. I don't give the-tapeworm-in-your-intestine's ass!!

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P.S. Quite contrary to the overall mood of the post, I would like to give credit to Herche. 12.679% of this post is inspired by the disclaimer on his blog.

Monday, March 01, 2010

Psychedelic Patterns


They are all there. They are all cheering, hands in air. Roars and Applauses. He is the light at the other end of this tunnel. They are taking His name. The one in the red turban and an unkempt beard is a bit over the board. He's joining both his hands in an inexplicable manner so as to devout himself. The lady with the slightly unhooked blouse is screaming like never before. Their hands are dirty and their hair is rough and messy. The legs are weak and the feet are bare. Its scorching hot. They do not feel an ounce of heat. These are the winds of change.

"What the blip happened to the the picture quality?"

They are all there. Some new as well. Some did not make it.

He's blurry eyed. He can't see them clearly. The noise has risen like anything. They need their rights. They need their dreams fulfilled. They want back a part of themselves that they gave to Him. They do not seem to get it back. Why does this always happen?

They are all there. They are a JPEG image from this high. They are colours. The red crowd there - in the middle of the left row: He has to take care of them. They keep Him happy. He loves being happy. Everyone loves being happy. The chamiya loves the pearls, too. They have wild sex, every night. Its wild for Him at least. The blue in the right row do not even know the red are there. They have their own deals. They have their own ideals. They need to be listened as well. Do you have a friggin's clue what how many pixels they are and what their pixel size is? Be wise. Be calm. Be careful.

They are all there. They have assembled again. Long time back. Many centuries back in time. They are silhouttes. But not silent. They have voices, equally strong, equally shrill, equally loud and equally clear. The heroes are in white neat robes, fresh from their burial, not a long time back, together, all at once. They are taking Him to the gallows.

"Plug the earphones out, you bugger."

Its silent as death. Am I deaf as well? Its dark. Am I blind as well?

"Achcha, match shuru hone wali hogi na"

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The above post was written and saved after six glasses of bhang. There were patterns in my mind. Of crowds, of cheers and of a hero. This is how I interpreted them. This is an unedited copy (punctuation and italicisation aside).